Truth Be Told

Here we go again.

The feelings, the pain,
the confusion, the tears.

I thought this one would

Be different.

I was wrong,

Or am I just imagining

All of this in my head?

Or is this real?

He’s no longer

Interested in me.

How does this happen?

We talk and talk,

And then suddenly,

It comes to a complete

Holt.

Nothing.

For days, weeks even.

Then, it comes back.

He continues on

The conversation

Like time hadn't passed at all.

Then the confusion settles in,

I ask myself,

“What changed?” 

He makes plans with me,

Then, nothing.

I hear nothing.

Did I say something offensive?

I ask myself.

My brain comes to

The worst conclusion,

That he must think,
That I’m crazy.

I thought this would be a different story.