have you ever felt left out in a situation between two friends? if so, are you are not alone. cause i have those moments too. i am a highly sensitive person and i get my feelings hurt easily. i leave my heart on my shoulder, just waiting for someone to stomp on it. its a personal problem. i know i need to work on it but in the mean time, here i am feeling out. i tell myself that i am a grown woman that crying about something so stupid is pointless. its not to get me anywhere. i am 21 years old, "why am i crying?" i ask myself. and most of the time, its over nothing.
its not the "i'm a girl" excuse. please.
get. real.
i strolled along to this blog: http://bibletopix.blogspot.com/2012/06/feeling-left-out.html, and it really got me thinking.
how do we cope with it? who do we vent to? who do we go to tell our problems to? or sometimes, it's what and not who. there are a lot of people, including myself, who sometimes uses the media as an outlet. i've tried to not do that so much anymore and i feel like my social life is getting better because of it. if i have a problem, i usually go to my best friend, Anna. and if she's not around, i go to God. in John, it talks about being scattered and being alone. There will be a day when we will alone or lonely. But John reminds us that the Lord is always with us, no matter where we go. So I guess what I'm trying to say is that we need to go to Him about our problems more than we do other things, like Facebook for instance. Cause that's just not cool if you indirectly make a status about someone and it isn't in a good light. Just sayin', yo.
"A time is coming and in fact has come when you will be scattered, each to your own home. You will leave me all alone. Yet I am not alone, for my Father is with me."
--the girl with the bird tattoo.
this is my me, being, me.
boo!